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[Jul. 13th, 2006|01:55 pm] |
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| | F you-Ludacris | ] |
unknown People who are commenting on my livejournals..please SHUT THE FUCK UP!..i dont wanna hear anything that is not positive and trying to make me feel bad for writing wat i feel at a certain point in time on this lifejournal thing...i dont kno who it is that commented on my stuff but like i said..im feeling kinda bad right now and wat you said didnt help me at all ...if its an adult that was reading it ..get a life..
and if its someone i kno...u suck
im not writing in this ever again, cause people like to be all up in my business and i guess if i dont want then in my business i shouldnt write on here, so my mistake..
adios livejournal! |
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[Jun. 27th, 2006|06:34 pm] |
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| | Me and you-Cassie | ] |
I really enjoyed myself last night...i hope that we can do it again
prank calling is the bomb..lol |
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[Jun. 26th, 2006|12:41 pm] |
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| | Fantasy-Mariah Carey | ] |
SOOO BIG NEWS PEOPLE!....IM GETTING MARRIED!!!!!! :)
Me and Benjiman Rasch from Norway will be married on the wonderful date of June 24, 2007
The wedding will be held at a beautiful cathedral in Oslo, Norway...all guests who are being invited will be sent for with complimentary airline ticket to fly you to Norway
The colors of the wedding are white and different shades of purple and yellow.
The bridesmades currently are...
Maid of Honor-Megan McNair (cuz/bf)
Matron of Honor-Courtney Simmons (god-sister)
Bridesmaid-jessica Gestl
Bridesmaid-Heather Harris
Bridesmaid-Megan Goodbeer
Bridesmaid-Ramona Walton
Ladies of Honor-
Latrice Newsome
Natalie Okoro
Carly Richards
Veronica Jones
and JOY CALDWELL
I WILL be wearing white...because of the obvious reason...
the reception will be held 2 weeks after located on Cullen at Siverlake Chruch..catering done by Mildred Gates...excellent and refined cooking..including lefsa, rice porridge, and other norweigen dishes.
LOL-guys im just kidding..but this will be happening soon...im going international on ya'll bitcheS..yeayuhhhhh!
And the kids will be a glorious sight to see...(sigh) |
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[Jun. 20th, 2006|11:07 am] |
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| | The reason is you-Hoobastank | ] |
So im feeling very confused about wat i want to do with my life...im really hoping that my major that I have chosen is really wat i want to do...i have some cousins that im close to that are 25-27 years old and they still arent done with school cause they cant find wat they want to do...and i dont wanna be like that....i wanna be successful and go far in life....actually ive been thinking about some things...i think im goin to transfer from lamar and go somewhere else...maybe somewhere out of state or maybe U of H..who knows...
I figured out that i really wanna travel abroad, you kno take one of those classes in college that requires you to do so..i would love that
who knows maybe it will lead me to norway...
speakin of norway...i have been talkin to benji...
i am marrying him..and thats all i have to say...like on da real..
I am dumb as hell..and i have officially made a mistake that i will be able to tell my kids and hope they can benifit from it |
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[Jun. 7th, 2006|03:04 pm] |
SOOOOO....i am ready to go to Lamar in Beaumont...more ready than i'll ever be
my mom has gon psycho and no one at my house believes in me....they think i will fail at being away from home..but they have another thing coming
all of my best friends seem to be acting stupid...
I am in a stupid ass summer program at TSU that is supposedly preparing me for the THEA test...yea right...iv been goin to TSU for 4 consecutive summers for that damn science and engineering program my mom had me in...and i thought i would get a break...i guess not...
I am exctited about starting school....and meeting hot guys...and get married...and being a news anchor...and having kids...its scary tho..cause that might not be wat my future entails...
lamar is so late...i havent gotten my college e-mail yet..so i cant get a fuckin facebook..and i cant meet friends that are goin there..and i WILL be stuck with a roomate that i dont kno...this sucks
i havent talked to some people in a while and it makes me sad..things are already distant...
i have actually been working alot ...studing for the THEA, doing scholarsips...its odd
im tired of people telling me wat they think i need to do.... |
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[Apr. 24th, 2006|05:53 pm] |
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So i went to prom friday with that hot ass boi...damn hes fine...
I was out till 7 in the morning..which means for my prom..my ass is definitly not comin home..yessss
we had an amazing night...lol...we got along so welll
for after their prom, they rented out jillians and we could play anything we wanted for free..needless to say...me and him acted like little kids with ADHD and ran around and played every game like idiots and when we got tired we went to the movie room...ehem...
my best friend is mad at me cause i missed her dance concert to go to his prom..i thought she would be happy for me...guess again
she said some pretty ugly things that was so not like her..it hurt my feelings
i asked him to go prom with me and he might be in new orleans..and this really sucks cause if he cant go im stuck with...willy foo foo...and we dont even talk anymore..and it will awkard and gay...damn
im tryin to see if this is gonna be one of those things were he actually does wanna continue something with me after his prom...we'll see...he is comin to see me at school friday during lunch..so he says....
well watver |
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[Mar. 2nd, 2006|01:24 pm] |
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ok I really wanna cry
I just cant work up the courage to tell him and i dont kno why im actin so scary
I believe in Karma and i believe that my descion will bite me in the butt
I dont wanna hurt his feelings
but on the other hand I dont want him to think im a liar.. .he said he likes people who are honest
but then again, it is my night
but i still dont want to be the bad guy, im always the bitch..the one who changes my mind
i should just stick it out and go
im screwed
he'll hate me and never wanna talk to me again and ill seem like a freakin ....ok i just need to breathe
pople are confusin me...they tell me taht i need to tell him but they kno good and well that i they think that i am really wrong ...am i wrong?
i mean i was wrong for sayin yes in the begginning...i shoulda just said ill think about it
but it made sense at the time to wanna go wit him..i always thought that we would...and we would go and have a great time and have sex!!!..lol
but now someone else has finnally popped up..someone who is fine and different and extremly sweet and im not gona ruin this
shit shit shit |
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[Feb. 18th, 2006|01:14 pm] |
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| | winner-Chris Brown | ] |
well, i havent written in livejournal in sooo long, myspace has really won me over.
Im dating this...well "talkin"..to this half black half norweigan dude and hes actaully really hot..yes i did it, i got a hot guy to start likin and pursuin me! I didnt have to initiate anything. He had been seeing me at our top teens meetings and saw me at our presentation ball and wanted to talk to me but he didnt kno if reggie wuz my man so he didnt say anything. And so HE found ME on myspace and got my screen name and we talked online for a while (like 2 days) and then HE asked for MY number and HE called ME. And mrs. stovey saw his picture and asked me if he was blind (cause why would someone as fine as him wanna talk to me..lawd lawd, i kno shes playin tho) it doesnt matter anyway cause hes realllllyyy sweeeet and reaaallly foreign. Actually hes kinda so sweet that it seems too good to be true, like ive yet to find something that turns me off about him but hes just so interesting, polite, and just NICE.
We were supposed to go to the movies last nite and I specifically told him AMC 30 gulfpointe, and apparently he thought that there was only ONE AMC 30 in the whole state of texas and so he so went to one in dunville and assumed that he just HAD to be at the right one cause there was only one AMC 30 (its ok, hes only been in houston for 7 months, he came from norway) but he apologized profusly and just made me smile from ear to ear because he seemed like he cared so much that he messed up. he went on and on about how stupid he was(so sad..lol)and of course i told him he wasnt stupid but he said he really wanted to see me! and he asked me out for tonite so we are gonna try this again...sheesh
Also my senior recital will be a month from friday..damn
I found out something and made me really mad because im tired of goin round and round in little circles with him and im doin it anymore.
Wat if me and Benjamin get together and then we go out and i fall madly in love with him and i wanna take him to prom?..and ive already been asked by someone?..would it be wrong to not take that person and take my new man(benjamin)...mrs. cardenas says im jumpin the gun a bit but actually im not cause people are really gettin ancy about not havin a date and i have to by tickets and i need to kno if i need one or two and i need to tell this person before its too late but i dont want to now cause wat if me and benjamin dont even work out, i mean right now i cant possibly even imagine it not workin cause hes really got me goin here..but i just dont kno..damn damn, and i wanna go with the other person but just as friends and i kno we'll have fun but it would be even better if i could go with someone that im.. you kno..how do i put it..like, romantically involved with (oo la la) |
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[Jan. 9th, 2006|07:04 pm] |
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| | Yo-Chris Brown | ] |
Hey yalll
Well they gala was really fun, it was good considering it was my last gala ever..that really makes me sad...the gala is such a wonderful opportunity for women to hook up with fun and fine single men..i love it
i got my crush's number and we've been texting eachother and stuff and im bringing him to the ball..someone who will actually treat me like a queen for one day and not worry about having to pay for a tux, since my other date was fixed on money
ahhh, its like a dream come true, i asked him to go with me and he said yes...hes been actin right, and ive liked him since 7th grade now its funally workin out..well see...(sigh)
me and heather are goin to the b-ball game tomorrow..hopefully...yessss!!! cause he plays basketball
Im so thrilled about my 3 day weekend that is coming up
i hope we go on a date this weekend or something, i really want someone for valentines day,
i cant figure out if i wanna do black history, im going to be having practices for the ball and i just have things to do
so how can you tell if a guy likes you?....just answer that one question for me....anyone? |
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[Dec. 22nd, 2005|01:52 pm] |
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| | Andrew singing on the phone, Georgia..oo shit, sounds a mess | ] |
Well me and heather sang at church and redeemed ourselves(last christmas we sang for senior citizens and started laughing during the song cause we messed up, and needless to say, it was embarrassing.) so we sang for the YOUTH...we were so scared, like it wasnt even funni
Everyone ooed and ahhed, and some lady was really hatin, ill deal with her on sunday
I went to reggies game yesterday he was pleased that i came, yessssss
hopefully he will come to the gala, i am reconsidering my date for the ball, I will prolly ask him on sunday and he will say yes
I am getting a psp for christmas, the meanies just refuse to get me a car..damn it
Some kid who lives with 11 other brothers with foster parents who goes to our church is spending christmas with us, it touches my heart
ill be spending christmas eve with my cousins, drinking till the sun comes up..not really, but still...fun times
my mom is on a cleaning escapade
Chris Browns cd is the bomb, im going to marry him
I wanted it to snow again, oh well |
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